Yes I really want it. I don't really care about wearing these tight looking outfits. I just want to not have these things (my penis and my testicles) hanging between my legs, they're disgusting. HRT has shrank them a lot but I would be much happier if they were completely gone and I had a vagina, or even nothing at all. I'd rather have nothing than have them. I did actually try to cut them off before but I didn't have it in me to get little more than through the surface before backing out from the blood and pain.

[–] RubberElectrons@lemmy.world 11 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Wouldn't that potentially cause a lot (a loooot) of blood loss? Genetalia seem to be pretty well circulated, see: what stays warm when cold.

Hope you're doing ok

[–] Blazingtransfem98@discuss.online 11 points 2 weeks ago

I'm doing better now. That was before I was on HRT that I tried to do away with them myself. I'm feeling better now, less grossed out and uncomfortable because of how much they've shrank. I still wish they were completely gone though.