Yeaaaah...so I'm basically just a domesticated human at this point, cause I don't leave the house 😂
Well, not exactly true. I go shopping like every day. At least there's that...
I'm doing surprisingly well tho. And my bf too, thank fucking god. He goes on walks every now and then, which is good, cause otherwise he spends the whole day in bed, which isn't good for his muscles at all. And walking is healthy anyway.
But yeah, we're doing great! I finally get time to just...be with him. And that's amazing. Even tho he's injured and hurting. Even tho he needs my help with getting up and showering and handing him stuff...I love doing this for him ♥️
I just really like taking care of people. I could have probably legitimately been a nurse, lol
I make us food, I wash clothing (washing machine, so I'm cheating 😭) and do the dishes, I clean a bit, I talk to him and make sure he's okay, I rub cream on his back for the pain, I snuggle up to him, I fill up his vape with e-liquid when he needs it, I bring him beer lol, I buy the stuff our house needs when I go shopping.
And in between, I post on Lemmy, chat with friends on Matrix and take care of myself. I just painted my nails a pretty shade of blue yesterday. It's really nice 💜
He's confirmed that he's doing better now, pain-wise, thank fucking god. I think we can make it three more weeks no problem! I'll be here, for him, with him. Always 🩷
And of course, I satisfy his needs too...
NSFW, TMI
Oh. My. God. He spends nearly the whole day in bed. He smells so fucking good. I love how men smell when they're sweaty and especially this one. And he tastes even better...
He asked if I would "lend him my mouth today"...well, I usually don't refuse 😂
And so I didn't refuse. He got exactly what he wished for. And fuuuuck...when he's all sweaty and musky and man-smelly all over...holy shit it makes me lightheaded in the best way.
When he takes off his underwear and I get to smell all of him. Fuck he smells good down there...
And his taste, it's the best. When he hasn't showered in a couple of days, he tastes like pure heaven. Fuck, I should be thanking him really, for letting me suck his dick. He knows how much I love it...
When I gently lick his tip and his smell fills my nose, his beautiful taste fills my mouth. And then I go for it...when I take him in my throat and use my hand to make him feel even better...when I swirl my tongue around his tip inside of my mouth, the place where he's so sensitive and he groans for me, letting me know how good I'm making him feel, when he grabs my hair and pushes my head down on his cock. And when he gets even harder for me...fuuuuck, I love it.
When I bob my head up and down on his cock, drool running down my cheeks while I swallow him whole. When he massages my breasts to return the favor (even tho I tell him I don't need anything in return, this is already a big enough reward for me) and he comments on how hard my nipples are, how I must be enjoying it...what do you think? It's not like I tell you every time that I like sucking you off, right? 😆
And when he praises me for my technique. When he tells me that I do it the best of all his girlfriends...when he tells me that I'm the best at sucking dick, it really gets me going. It's quite the motivation.
And then, when my mouth sends him over the edge and he explodes inside. And, while I don't like the taste, I still swallow all of it it, because I belong to him, I'm his good girl and I always will be. When my breath still smells like his cum, but he kisses me anyway, because he's not insecure about it and we love each other...it's so lovingly erotic!
I love it. I love his smell and taste, his cock and his smile, his person and his personality. I love this man so fucking much 💜
I'm never letting anyone else have him. He's mine and I'm his bitch.
So...yeah. Relationship is going pretty well 😆
Recovery too and that's important.
I'll continue nursing him back to full health. As long as he needs, I don't mind at all. I love taking care of him. I love spending my life with this man more than anything in the world ♥️