"I've accepted my limits and just roll along with becoming a jack of all trades that still has to relearn anything I haven't done for a few years."

This is tremendously relatable, and captures one of the things that I genuinely feel proud of. There are days where I'm like the person in the OP, but the more I practice at understanding and leaning into my nature, the easier it becomes to break out of that wistful cycle of internalised ableism