Haha, I bet! Life is a goofy frenemy, isnt it? What have you had to deal with the past decade?

Yeah, I have pretty significant pet peeve around not being believed so getting a label meant a lot to me until it didn't. Figured that it's not gonna change anything whether or not I have confirmation of my suspensions or not. I was never interested in meds, just wanted someone to believe me. And now I'm like: but why, though? I mean, I know why and I know it goes deep, but I don't think it's the right thing for my process to lean into the need for other people's validation of my experiences and emotions. It doesn't matter. The people who made me feel like that my whole life aren't a part of it anymore.

Currently, I think the inability to be creative and the self isolation has a lot to do with recent events in my life that has drained me. Lost my beloved company after three years of fighting to stay afloat amidst wars and inflation and AI, sacrificing sleep, hobbies and social time, had family drama that resulted in my siblings and me cutting our parents out of our lives and was diagnosed with the pre-stages to breast cancer in June and had my breast cut off in July. I am still healing from the operation. It's been a bit intense, ngl xD that's why I don't think it's ADHD related, but still felt the meme was relatable! 🥰