Curiosity and thirst for truth is not morbid at all. Who loves to be told what to see, hear, learn?
As to your question: what the other dude already said. Goresites, telegram channels. As long as you don't have the other hand in your pants while browsing (many of people there probably do), there's nothing wrong with it.
Rule of thumb: you're on the right path when a site is blocked in your country π