AppleStrudel

Hah! Don't put words where the commitment isn't there willingly. I understand.

Though such moderation would likely mean me migrating to a smaller community with proper human moderation, which isn't a bad thing. That's how Lemmy works after all.

Someone out there probably had a whole lot of fun with this and only needed to "make it an ad" to justify someone else putting the money into printing and publishing.

Cons:

1. Someone at work said something and I felt bad. So I'm not gonna take anymore for the rest of the day~
2. I woke up too late... Meh, it's too much work to figure out when to take them.
3. I hyperfocused on something and skipped my alarm, now I'm an hour late to my dose. Oh well, maybe I should just skip this one.
4. I accidentally took a double, oops. Let me minus one off from later in the day.
5. Did I just take it? I did remember taking it, I think, maybe? But I forgot to mark it off... Or was it a memory from yesterday? Oh well, guess I wouldn't really know now, so I'm just not going to take another.
6. I just don't feel like it today.

I literally RSDed myself out of deleting my Reddit account. All while intellectually understanding (from the very beginning) that it's emotion disregulation at work, and that no mod was really out to get me, nor cared, but that's just cause Reddit is such a big place they couldn't be sympathetic to and follow up on every post violation without burning themselves out.

I think the feeling of "all my friends hate me" can be a pretty vanilla ADHD experience too tbf. Although for the longest time before diagnosis, I thought that about my colleagues.

ADHD: The world is too noisy today and I can't focus on that important thing I need to do instead of some stupid hyperfixation for 14 hours.

AuDHD: The world is too noisy today and I need to get out of here and recuperate.

Well, think of it this way. If they look really pretty, with nice healthy lush fur. Would they really make good "dead animal" paid actors?

I think I might need to work the weekends where I'm heading right now.

Depends on how sleep deprived I am. It was about 30 min today.

Sometimes rain isn't a bad thing. The coolness and freshness of the air you'll feel right after a heavy downpour has always been so refreshing.

This whole memory deserves a post of it's own somewhere.

What. The. Ever. Loving. How is the audit log not just a simple access log!? How can the AI even choose not to log it? Why not just call it the "AI feels like writing it down" log then?

Oh, reading a manual is a very involved process for me. First, I'll put the task in my bullet journal, then I'll postpone it to the next week, then to the month, then to the next month. And then, if I feel lucky, I'll bring it back into my daily log, and postpone it a few more days before getting annoyed with writing it down so many times that it could fill a full page, and finally reading it.