Empty

I dunno, my mother married a boring man for 11 years. Why not me? Then she re married another boring man, less responsible and with alcoholic problems. Again, why not me?

I've never approached a woman. Is terrifying and not worth the humiliation.

The family already has a dog

I'm not passionate about anything unfortunately. I only like videogames. Anything gun related is basically illegal or complicated here and you need lots of money also a person like me shouldn't be close to guns. And I live in the middle of nowhere, to do high school, the teens need to go to another city, just think about that.

Already doing that

I've done that for years, going to the arcade alone, watching MCU movies (when they were still watchable)... It gets sadder every year

I dunno. But I can't force myself to become something I don't wanna be. What's worse being a shut in or being miserable outside faking a smile when you're suffering and cringing thinking "why I'm here?"

I went out to the park, movies, arcades alone for years. I'm done, if the world hates me this much then there's nothing I can do about it.

Mmm... Tomahawk

Right now I can't enjoy it if dark yojimbo keeps killing me despite having max Defs plus auto protect 🙁