RetroHax

So ive been basically looking for some Custom Mob Textures to use on my 1.12.2 MC Server running Forge :P

Saldy the Mob Skin even tho there is a 1.12 Download apparently is just a 128x128 Texture cuaisng the Sheep ingame to be completely messed up :(
https://www.planetminecraft.com/mob-skin/cult-of-the-lamb-5970871/

So ive decided to take a Crack at it and fix it myself via downscaling and stichting it together for 1.12 myself but sadly with no luck as just the fact alone that the Original SHeep SKin is smaller and Split into Two causes the Downscaling ARtificats to be beyond Good Looking :(

Does anyone by Chance have Tips on how to fix those tho as i tried a bunch of downscaling alorithmns with no Real CHance of fixing it and im not good at spriting honestly so i coudlnt resprite it also :(

Heya :D
So i finally figured out how to install Custom Cursors and decided to install this one :P
https://www.xfce-look.org/p/2347781

Sadly it only works with certain Applications like Firefox and such but for example uses the Stock Cursor on KeePassXC and STeam as well as some Video Games :(\

Does anyone by CHance have an Idea how to fix it? O.o
Or should i just try rebooting my Machine after applying the Cursor? >.>

Im on ARch Linux with Latest XFCE4 if that matters :P
Also Anyone got a Nyan Cat Cursor for Linux? >.>
Wouldve loved tp use this one but Cursors arent simple PNG Files you just apply to a Cursor it seems :(
https://www.cursors-4u.com/cursor/animated-nyan-cat-rainbow

Like i just tried swallowing 1/4th of my Adrocur Pioll of 50mg and ive literally puked it out :c
Hasnt happened with my Other Medication i take Orally like my Thyroxine Meds :(
I just wanna not have my Hairline be completely reduced to ashes :c
I wanna look CUte and Girly and dont have to need to get a Wig :c
Im so Scared of my reeceding Hairline at 22 so i need to get a Fix asap :c
Currently talking 4 Pumps a Day of Gynokadin 0,6 mg/g Gel and its been going alright but i dont think it does much sadly :c

My Goals :P
No but Seriously why cant i just have this for fucks Sake >.<
Chillin with Frens at the Local Mc Donalds or whatever the Fuck >.<

Just tried looking up an aur package via the Site and both Paru and the Site gave me an 500 Internal Server Error :(

Anyone know by Chance when AUR will be back up again? >.>
or are there AUR Archives by Chance i can get stuff from for now while its down? O.o

Thanks for the Help ^^

For me Art is something i loved to do but always sucked at :(
Sadly now im at a Point in my Life where even tho i do have the Time i just feel like the "flow" has gotten completely out of me even tho i do have all these Cool Ideas :(

Like i literally have my Drawing Tablet right next to me hooked up and nope just seem to get anything on Paper even at an Cringey MSPaint Level :(

Does anyone have any Tips for it? :(
Like i woudlnt consider myself Lazy or being Ashamed of creating even Noob Lebvel ARt but yea just thats something that is annoying me right now :(

Now i do not have the best Relation with my Mother of course and i did sometimes wish her not so nice Things back in my Teen years but nonetheless i still do not think shed deserve Dementia/Alzheimers :(

Anyways basically my Mothers Life Style is very much "Normal Woman 50+ Life Style" itd say >.>

She does do Sports a few Times a Month mostly Aqua Gym and walking with the Dogs obviously with my Dad but she forgets A LOT of Stuff

For Example she asks my something at the Beginning of the Day and she asks me this again later in the Day >.>

Or sometimes she asks me Stuff 3 Times in a Row on Different Days Day after Day >.>

I am obviously not an Expert on Dimentia but arent those atleast somewhat eraly Signs? >.>

For Example my Mom is also someone who outside of that usually goes every Weekend drinking a Beer and Partying which is like whatever but now she drinks a Beer usually every Day because "it calms her down" which is from what ive read also not Good :(

Another Issue is also that outside of the Few Times she does Sports and Parties and Walks the Dog and Cleans the House(Dishes that she also watches TV all Day which like im not trying to frame People of course like that >.>
But it just feels something off to me in that COmbo of Drinking Beer all Day and Watching TV all Day that its not get for preventing Dementia or Alzheimers :(

My Mom also used to be a Heavy Smoker but quit like 2 Years AGo iirc >.>
But yea overall i wouldnt say im trying to Frame her in such a Light but im just wondering what other Internet People maybe have to say about these Symptoms who maybe even have someone in their Family with ALzheimers :(
Afterall i can do is Read Online Articles and Books about it :(

I am mostly wondering about this because i am very Scared of it myself :(
I am just 22 turning 23 Years Old this Year and combined with my Autism and other Health Issues which ive read can gurantee Alzheimers/Demntia even it scares me a lot :(

I did loose Weight now due to my Healthier Eating Habits and write Code here and there but i wouldnt really say i do Sports much or "learn new SKills" :(
I am learning some Guitar Skills but overall itd say im as "Lazy" as her :(
I just dont wanna wake up one Day and be told that i have Dimentia :(

Like this is just something i find so disgusting and Sad that MEN still are so Stupid and have no Idea on to not Save Pictures without Consent and Spread them Around :(

Like cant we have more Apps who notify us in Chat or via some kind of Mail like "Hey this Creep just saved your Images to his Device" >.>

My Nude Pictures are atleast quite Old from when i still was a Stupid Barely Legal Teen (18 - 19 Years Old) but i still wanna die in Shame everytime these Pictures get sent around in Disgusting Trans Fetish Groups honestly :(

I wish i could just erase this Part of my Internet History but i doubt it will happen honestly :(

TZheres a Reason i barely taky ANY kind of Pictures of myself anymore and hide in Shame :(
So i never can be found out IRL so i never go outside :(

I atleast am thankful that im not completely in a Big City and more so in a Small Suburb but it still scares me to know that there exist some People probably even near me that have seen these Pictures and jerk off to me in this Way :(
Especially as a Non Lewd Content Creator who even found out that their somewhere on the ACe Spectrum and just wants to forget this Part of my Life :(

So since i have Peertube up and running since a few Weeks i wanted to figure out how to Add Themes to it as the Set of Themes in the Theme Manager seem quite limiting >.>

Sadly most of the Themes only Switch the Color and there doesnt seem to be a Way to do more Advanced CSS like changing the Entire Layout an Old School Early 2000s Youtube for Example :P

Does anyone still have Themes they can recomenned me that arent just a Color Switch? ^^"

Now to my Defence i have quite Long hair so its somewhat Easy to cover up of course as well as me being only 1 Month on HRT now :P
But Man does it suck when i wanna try maybe a Pony Tail Hair Style and all i see is an M Shape regarding my Hair and im just like "nop frick that XD" -.-
I wouldnt consider myself Balding or wahetver as my Doctors even told me that there is no Real Reason for it as they havent discovered some Weird Shit in my Blood or Health for Example >.>
tho it does suck when for example i sometimes see Hair when Drying it via a Hair DRyer just flowing out onto the Floor or me being easily able to rip out my Hair :(
tho i assume those are more due to my Bad Hair Care >.<
I am aware that apparently HRT can "fix" Baldness to a Degree but im just like ugh maybe i should just shave it all off and get a Wig >.>
But i also sadly have too much Pride in my Lonmg Hair >.<

EDIT: Regarding my not taking so good Care of my Hair >.>
I make them Wet and then use a frickin 3 in 1 Shampoo from my Local Grocery Store to Shampoo them and then after im done with Washing them i just Blow Dry them via my Hair Dryer :P
I hate having to go with my Hair Brush through my somewhat Wet Hair Still while Blow Drying my Hair so yea >.<
Also i only wash my Hair like once a Week so that may also be due to why im showing SIngns of "Balding" :P

So i currently use labwc alongside the swaybg tool and pcmanfm-qt via --desktop flag for Desktop Icons :D
No Issues so far with both of the Tools of course :P
Except for the Fact that i can have only either Desktop Icons via pcmanfm-qt --desktop or the swaybg Background :(
Am i simply doing something wrong by Chance? O.o
I have both in my autostart but only the Wallpaper will run by Default :(

So i am gonna soon start HRT but i sadly have the Issue of being "semi Balding" so i basically have started to show an M Shape and im already in my Early 20s :(
Only Issue is that well its only on the Right Side and the Baldness doesnt seem to grow nor go to any Other Sides or Places of my Hair :(
Ive been thinking of grabbing extension to fix but i am a total Noob at that as well as me wondering if before grabbing extension to maybe not just try if any kind of People here more knwoledgeable than me know how to help? >.<