The life should be with love not things you said, love of God. I think you have understood religion wrong; you think the religion is like a cruel dictator which punishes you if you do something wrong in its opinion. The religion is "I do this because I love God". If I do something God told me to do, my life will get better; not only my "life", even my after life. I think I cannot describe better in comments of a lemmy post. This is something we should talk about in a physical meeting.

It is another problem. I did say what God says is for OUR life, for US, not himself.

It doesn't matter for GOD what we do, it is important for us. The rules of the religion is for OUR life not GOD's.