Every time I recall those episodes, and the pain, it gets easier to do, emotionally.
And theoretically I could just get it operated on - there have been improvements in the field. But the prospect of going under the knife is scary, especially in an area where one fuckup or miscalculation could lead to partial paralysis for life. Throw in a mix of abusive American healthcare and... Weekly therapy is more preferable.
In getting mixed vibes. It feels like it's people with no relationship prospects (for whatever reason, and I can attest to this as one of them) who might tend toward the "2d girls > 3d girls" crowd getting a harsh reminder. That and the music.