cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/49088835

Content Warning: SA, pedophilia

So, when I was 13, I dated this 33 year old named Jake. I thought he was a roleplayer because he always showed me this young teen boy when I saw pictures "of him" on his small Discord server. Since I thought he was roleplaying, I told him my name was Rose and that I was 24.

He was all like, "Oh, that's cute~" and being overall flirty with me.

Then I showed him my face so he asked "How old are you really?"

I told him I was 13 but my OC (original character) that I was roleplaying as was 24, and told him my real name.

He continued to date me for a little while longer, showing me pictures of this teen boy and acting like a teen.

He then got scared and said "Yeah, we need to talk. I really shouldn't be talking to kids so bye."

He also told me he missed his ex who was 20-something, so that's when I started to realize something was up.

His ex tried to talk to me, saying he was "tired of Jake's bullshit" and then blocked me.

Jake never blocked me but I got a new account and lost his contact information.

Anyway, Jake was always flirty with me, liking my posts, calling me cute, and inviting me to his Discord where he would send photos of the teen boy, but later blamed me and said that I "made him date me" and "groomed him".

Did I? I mean, I lied about my age but I eventually told the truth and he led me to believe he was a 14-year-old or a boy otherwise close to my age due to the photos he sent.

I'm disgusted with the thought that he flirted with some 14-year-old boy, potentially, and got his photos. I'm also disgusted with the thought he could have done this to someone else using my photo(s) and pretending to be a 13-year-old girl.

But when my friend went to confront him once, he acted normal? He was like "Oh hi!" "By the way, tell Rose I said hi!" and even told him about how he was unlabelled but thought he liked his ex after breaking up with him AGAIN.

Okay, so I'm a "woman" (or that's what I thought). I think a lot about what it would be like if I were a guy, and I even use "Marco" as my male name. I always feel feminine, but sometimes it's more like a "femboy." I wouldn't mind taking testosterone or being called "Marco."

my mom: marco

dad: cernunnos of all names

i just created a lemmy instance, akarisarea.nohost.me, so i'm wondering how to see all the upvotes and comments from communities i subscribed to

akarisarea.nohost.me is new but born. finally. :)

i (20f) live with my dad and my two sisters. i feel like i have to obey the rules of my dad for obvious reasons. there's this boy (16m) my sister (15f) met and she's getting to know him. she recently asked him to hang out and he responded that he would love that.

however, my dad is very... weird about afab and amab people being together. his thinking is: guy and sister hang out -----> this means they are dating ----> guy will (somehow) get sister pregnant even when dad or i chaperone

We have a disorder called OSDD and we are plural

So, it kind of sucks. I'm a caretaker alter in a system. Our bio dad doesn't consider me to be his daughter, only the host, but the rest of the family indeed sees me as their daughter. That's why I'll say bio dad and not just dad.

I forgot what i said, it was something about how i thought trans people deserved rights and not to be misgendered and how i supported gay marriage. also, my bio dad was using a lot of slurs. he said that because I was so kind and "soft-hearted", I was being very sensitive like a "liberal" ("liberal" being used as an insult here).

seriously, just because I want rights for everyone and not use slurs?? why is that not likeable?

Já perguntei às pessoas que falam inglês, então as que falam português, tem algum programa fofo que gostam?

Like a show that’s considered cute or that you would consider??

https://matrix.to/#/#cutecafe:matrix.org