overview for permachillxo

pelvis rule by permachillxo in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 9 points 1 month ago

i guess we resurrecting memes from the 60's

I posted this in the wrong community last night because I was falling asleep 😂 by permachillxo in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 4 months ago

dudes i previously found kinda annoying are now almost unbearable to be around

and women i used to dislike i now understand a lot better

At least the problem is no longer me 🙃 by permachillxo in c/transmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 7 months ago

love the current combo of garbage job market + garbage economy + visually queer looks 🔥🎉

egg👩‍💻irl by permachillxo in c/egg_irl@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 25 points 9 months ago

I had spent like most of my free time playing league since 2020. Like literally all i did was grind league and workout, even while being a full-time student.

Started E at march 2024, quit league completely three weeks later, never came back.

Estrogen literally saved my mental health.

Currently 2nd month on a break. by permachillxo in c/egg_irl@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 10 months ago

Honestly. Ive been on E for almost two years now, would pass if i tried but i just cant get myself to do it. Im happy with the changes and i wouldnt want to go back. Its my life, my body, and i have every right to seek a happy and fulfilling life as myself.

Sometimes i get these doubts too. Ive figured out that most of them come from outside, from people around me. I feel like i would be a disappointment to my parents if i did come out. Im not sure how my friends would react either. And suddenly i would have this huge need to perform my gender or something, to not appear fake and for the people to take me seriously. I dont wanna socially transition. Im just so afraid.

Like it would fix me if i could move somewhere where no one knew me from before. Its just that simple, but in practice, holy fucking shit. Its just, the people. The people make this so fucking hard. Especially the ones who know me and who i interact with weekly. Fuck.

i will kill you rule by permachillxo in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 1 year ago

modding bethesda games be like

Buy 1 get 3 free rule by permachillxo in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[-] permachillxo@lemmy.blahaj.zone 22 points 1 year ago

We are a really friendly guild, a bunch of normal everyday people who dont take the game too seriously. Join our group of amazing and chill people today!

-Oh can i join? im queer btw =)

-Uuhhh unfortunately we just cant guarantee a friendly environment for you soo anyways i wish you good luck finding a guild!!

-Oh.. =(