Hiya! I'm Penny, she/her, lurker for a little while.
Just home from a disappointing night out (no shade to anyone involved, just did not click for me today) but still feeling a bit social. First time wearing heels in a little while since I broke my toe, and ow do my feet hurt now, glad to have those off for the evening. Also wasn't happy with my makeup for today, something just felt off about it - it's fine, but I dunno, just not my best.
Anyway that's my nonsense, just wanted to say hi!
I'm genderfluid, and never really felt a whole lot of dysphoria, but a lot of euphoria when presenting as trans. I've been on HRT for about a year now, and while my identity hasn't changed, I'm so much happier in myself and I definitely made the correct decision for me. It took me a long while to take that leap, and my only regret is not doing it sooner - but in hindsight, I think I did know a long time ago. My approach was to do more and more non-medical transition steps and finding each one helped me along the way, so maybe try out the less permanent things and see how you feel