I just ended up spending whole weekend sleeping and watching a few game videos, could not do anything productive. It sucks so much that I don’t have energy and time to do anything I want…
Maybe that’s all that’s allowed for dumb and lazy me…
To me that sounds like a form of burnout and / or depression. I am not a doctor or psychologist, but maybe you should see one.
Silly question: do you have kids? As a parent, you describe my weekdays and when the kids were younger, also my weekends.