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It’s between going out with a heroin drug dealer or heroin drug user. Most depressing things ever.

He’ll yeah. We need good mass trains it. Fuck my car and its mother.

I have a roof over my head over my head but most of all I’m dead inside. So I got that dragon soul achieved too.

It’s totally common. People you’ve known for years turn on you.

I used to be super religious. I even studied to be a priest. Married a super religious lady. Then like five guys I went to seminary were in jail for pedos. Last one hit too close. It devastated my faith. Then my wife cheated on me. We had a lot of catholic friends. When she got pregnant they threw a party for her and turned their back on me. That was enough of that. I’m now an Atheist. Christianity is a cult. Not just one denomination. All are cults. Fuck that.

People have been vocal about me being an atheist. My health is not well. Talked to my mom about death. Pretty much she told me she would give me a catholic funeral even if I don’t want it.

One thing I can tell you. Women all are looking for that good Christian man. So I’ve been single since the. I had a fling with someone after the divorce but I think that was a mistake.

Still not over my piece of shit wife. Catholic friends refer to her as my wife. Not my ex. Married for ever thing.

Honestly I miss going to church and involved with everything. But never going back to that. Amen

Feel you buddy. I was working nights for years. I felt so isolated. It would take weeks before I would talk to a human face to face. I would go to work by myself. No one there. If you need a someone to talk to hit me up.

Learn how to code

Guess we still have good people.

It’s due to auditory processing issues

Have the billionaires for lunch.

The cranberries Zombie. Possibly the best song out there

Not super consistent but about ten years. I have worked things out by journaling while therapy was not useful. Journaling is powerfull