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My husband, who’s 138, recently got into summoning through a guildmember, and ever since then things have felt… off. I genuinely can’t tell if this is normal for new summoners or if I should be concerned.

It started with him buying a book that cost more than our entire study. Then came the robes. Super wide, with aggressively bright patterns, and leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination when he bends down to pick something up. He insists this is just what Summoners wear, but it feels very intentional, like he wants to be seen.

Then he grew out his beard. I only noticed because the razor in the shower (which is mine) was completely untouched and there was an alarming lack of hair. When I asked, he got weirdly defensive and just said, “Everyone does it.”

The language is what’s really throwing me. The other night I overheard him on the orb after a “session” saying, “I wanted to stay relaxed and just let him possess my body until I gained forbidden knowledge,” followed by, “I can’t wait to summon again tomorrow, scrollbro” in this weird low voice, then a quiet little laugh. The night before that, while he was researching spells in the study, I heard him and the same wizard discussing the size of their “wand” and whether he should “grease it up with wood oil before he uses it.” I truly did not know what to do with that information.

He’s also coming home late from summonings and talking funny, constantly complaining that his throat hurts so much he can barely speak. When I asked why he keeps doing it if it hurts that badly, he smiled and said, “You wouldn’t get it.”

At one point I asked what his ancient amulet was about, and he said completely seriously, “Bryzian wants my mind more open so we can really summon together on soulbindings.” As his wife, I did not know how to respond.

I’m not trying to be paranoid. I’d be hurt but accepting if this turned out to be something more than summoning. I just feel totally out of the loop and honestly confused. If this is just how summoners talk and act, I’ll drop it. I just need to know. Any insight from this community would be greatly appreciated ❤️

I installed arch (https://github.com/warpme/miniarch) on one of those small android tv boxes (A53 Cpu and 4gbs ram) that usually come with android+spyware and vague promises of piracy and i want to turn it into a small homeserver. I dont really know anything about servers so I dont know where to go from here. Im planning on connecting a 1TB drive to the box. I want some folders from my PC and phone(specifically documents) to be synced to the server automaticly whenever both are connected to my network, but I also have a ton of audio books, ebooks movies that I obviously only want to be accessible (by my TV, ereader, phone) but not synced accross devices. Ive also been thinking about having shared compute running in the background (seti or folding@home or something else). Obviously everything should need as little maintenance as possible, i want to have it sit in a corner and be able to forget about it. Could you point me in the right direction? Thanks in advance

I am looking for books similar to "At the Mountains of Madness" by H.P. Lovecraft(ive pretty much read everything from lovecraft), "Eversion" by Alastair Reynolds, "Das Eulentor" by Alexander Gruber (dont know if this book ever released in another language), "The Hollow Places" by T. Kingfisher, I also tried reading "Ascension" by Nicholas Binge but it wasnt really to my taste. Hope you have some ideas. thx in advance

For all its failures it does seem to be pretty good at recognizing patterns. Why dont we just use it to predict crimes before they happen? the world could be a better place.🌻 think of the children.

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