Okay, hear me out, this is gonna sound insane...
I had another drop of "liquid" on my left nipple today (keeps happening lately). Don't judge me for this...

And that basically got me thinking: I used to make THC-infused milk all the time. Milk is fat, THC is lipophilic...so, if I ingested a ton of cannabis somehow, whether through vaping or edibles...and if I also somehow managed to induce lactation...could I just make infused breast milk??

Would definitely be a more fun way of making infused milk, lol. Just getting completely baked, so high that I wouldn't even remember my own name and then have my bf massage me, to encourage the milk to come out. For me, being high also heightens pleasure, so I imagine this would be quite pleasant.

This idea is insane and I know it, but I'm just super curious. I know that breastfeeding women have to avoid any kind of substances and I'm here doing the complete opposite, but...it's for science? 😆
The milk's THC content probably wouldn't be high enough, but I'd be totally down to try this.

I'm just messing around with my boobs, basically. Even if this idea is totally stupid, I still do plan to try inducing lactation in the future, because I really wanna experience that. I really, really do.

No, not from my bf this time
It's my boobs. They hurt. A lot. Or, at least my left one does. And I had another tiny drop of milky liquid come out. If it was a large amount, I'd be worried that cypro finally gave me a prolactinoma, but since it's just a drop, it's probably just normal development.

My left one is definitely ahead. It started leaking a month before my right. It's a race, really 😂. They're cousins, not twins :3
My bf confirmed my left was slightly bigger and said it was more "boob-shaped", which was kinda mean, but he's right. They'll even out tho, I'm not even a year in yet.

Also, the cold, omg the fucking cold 😭. As my dad always says, I'm freezing my tits off. Literally, this time 😂. Surprisingly painful, the combination of cold weather and having boobs. Absolutely, without a doubt worth it tho.

I love having boobs :3
Honestly, I'm such a girl, fuck what anyone says. Growing my boobs, definitely slowly getting a bigger butt, getting really soft and squishy everywhere, especially my thighs, covered in soft skin and girl smell...
And my face is starting to get cute, it really is 😭. I can see it, very slowly changing and the mirror might not be my mortal enemy anymore 😂
I'm getting there. I love E ❤️

I love being a girl 🩷
Nya~ :3

I didn't expect it to end this way 😭. This is freaking heartbreaking

CW: Infodump 😆

I know this is totally different, but this hits home for several reasons for me:

• I have a bf who loves me unconditionally
• I cannot have his kids
• He's twice my age, 20 years between us. Obviously, I age like anyone else, but the implication is there...I don't even want to think about that
• I'm insecure as fuck and also need constant reassurance, lol
• He never stops loving me, no matter what
• He makes me blush (and wet) :3

I dread the fact that I'm so much younger. I hate it. I don't even want to consider outlasting my bf as a real option...

When we were discussing me having SRS and I managed to convince him that it was something I wanted and needed, he pulled out a really serious subject.
He started saying things, like that I was on a good path in life and that if something was ever to happen to him...that I should live on happily and find someone to love me again...
And that was the only time I can remember becoming hysteric instantly, mid-sentence, from 0 to 100 in a split second.

I'm really not ready to go through that...so I'll do my best for him. So that he's healthy and happy and satisfied. I want him to stick around as long as possible...